i m really confused... dun noe to let go or continue...
acked him out yesterday but he never ans my called .. but called backed at around 9 plus.. teh reason he gave is that not that he dun wan to go out with mi but jus that he is short of cash now.. n is tired after work... where got everyday tired one.. dun noe real or not...at first he said can meet him at the coffee shop near his house but at last said y not meet for dinner on tue.. dun noe when the day comes he will or not.. y is he giving my hopes n now his action shows that he is lieing to mi...he let mi felt that i m desperate to go out with him.. actually i jus wanna ask him out to hav a drink n talk only.. nothing much..
he said he might not go to SG to work tonight.. abit disappointed.. but i cant do anything also..
jus came back firm a trip.. looking at those equipments that they use in labs.. slept in the bus jus now.. so sleepy..
there is one thing i m happy today is that .. Mr sin finally put us together in a gp for fyp...
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i had jus change the background of my blog..hehe..so happy...
went shopping with deb yesterday after school...long tiem never had a good talk with her liao.. yesterday talk quite alot... we went around to taste mooncakes ..hehe.. yummy.. i still like durian mooncake.. my fav..we went to xue shu shan's shop.....then we eat waffles n ice-cream for lunch.. hehe.. half-price mah...
he was sicked yeaterday.. so he did not called mi backed on mon night.. sharon... i feel so bad that i misunderstood him...he did not went to work also yesterday.. happied that he did call mi at night when he wroke up after his long sleep... i will pray for u..muz take care of yourself k...
yesterday morning when i went online... i found that i , sharon n vern was not in the same gp for our fyp..i quickly send Mr Sin a email to tell him taht we did sent n even forward to him the email that vern sent on that day.. he said he will try to do smtg.. but now he has not reply anything to mi yet... dun noe how...
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mi n vern
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at hard rock celebrating glenna's birthday
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ever since the day i wrote the last blog.. a lot of things happen to mi..
now i m back to school.. but only need to go sch on mon n tue.. so i intend to work part time.. few days at coffeeclub n few days at eqx..if can i would work at coffee club more days but too bad they got a rule that we each only work max 20hrs per week....so sad.. truthly the ppl at coffee club r much more better than the ppl at eqx.. haha.. i even got a god-sister in coffee club.. (u noe who u r,mei mei..)
went to celebrated glenna's birthday with sharon, deb, jj, vern, yi ting at hard rock.. we took alot alot of photos there..n even share our feelings.. really time fly.. now we r all 3rd yr.. we will be parting next yr.. ver bu she de.. after the dinner we went to watch movie but only glenna, sharon, yiting, jj n me.. hehe.. then after that i ask ting to acc mi to walk to ofc to c him but so sad cant c coz the kitchen door is very smal n quite diffcuit to c inside...
suddenly micheal called mi last sat, i was so shocked coz we did not really contact each other for mths already.. then we chat for a while asking abt our recent life n all stuff n also talk abt the past...
went back to eqx on last wed to work.. wah.. alot of new faces.. n some changes.. suddenly feel that working at coffee club is much more better..hiaz.. nvm,... its jus part time..
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looking back
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looking up
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make over
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today is the 2nd last day of attachment .but i dun feel much different leh
maybe coz i still going back to work part time...
today there was a guest very wat , he order a set meal then he thought this is a resturant or wat.. thought that the coffee will surely come after the meal..but no loh... he need to tell us whether he wan now or later.. he never say anything.. his attuide very not gd.. mood spoit by him..
but luckly my collegues cheer mi up..thanks....
today during my break.. i had a talk with adrian.. nice talk which makes mi think alot.. haha.. thanks adrian..
i really feel good working at coffee club.. the ppl there r like friend to each other.. better then eqx.. but not the pay lah..haha..but most important is the working env is good..
actually want to go out town one but by the time i reach there will be 9pm liao so. next time loh.. ssorry sharon..
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when the feeling is not there.. even u r together with him.. u will not be happy...
u muz noe whether do u really love the guy or jus because he noe what u wan n noe u better then other guys..
love is so confusing.. hiaz.. y cant we live without bgr...
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