wanted to update my blog on wed de.. but dun noe y cant go in to the side... so sian.. now finally can liao...
i this two weeks did not go out play or shop .. so sian.. only acc my brother to sim lim on last sun to look for digtal cam... with his gf n my mother.. all time never go out with them liao.. we only ask two shop then we decide to buy from the second shop... my mother paid for it.. she is always treating my brother so gd.. hiaz.... after buying the cam .. we went to have our dinner at a nearby coffee shop.. my brother n his stead like the tang yuan there.... i tried abit.. hmm.. nt bad..6 for $2 .. quite reasonable... we also eat rou gu cha...
had my proposal interview on mon.. nt very gd.. i ans wrong to a easy ques.. Mdm lau ask.. does ice cream had cholestrol..?w/o much thinking i said no..oh no.. wrong ans.. she even ask mi.. shirley.. wat kind of food contains cholestrol.. then i ans animal food.. hmm..then i realise that i asn worngly to the previous ques liao.. coz milk in ice cream comes form cow.. OH NO.. die liao.. ans wrongly to such a easy ques.. she also ask alot thats nt in our proposal... dun noe.. how we sorced for it...mr dawis told ur that there will be some changes to our proj... mayeb even dun need to add the herbs to the ice creams.. means that we jus make plain ice cream,.. so boring..we cant do anything now also.. see monday wat they say loh..
this week i only work one day at coffee club n 2days at eqx..i think next few weeks will be lesser coz we r starting to do the practical work for our proj liao.... when i went to work on mon night.. mike was in kitchen that day.. the first thing that came to my mind is that joe nt coming for work.... then i ask jason.. he said is adrian who ask him nt to come .. coz they r cutting cost now.. even the full time staffs dun need to do OT liao.. jason cooked banana samosa for mi that night.. at first he ask mi whether i wan to eat salad or not .. then i ask him can cook banana samosa for mi..hehe..coz i miss the banana samosa there...cant find it else where.. jason ... i miss ur cooking..esp the special dishes that u had cooked for mi...
the two days at eqx was busy.. even i was doinng back of the house... coz PDR gt functions n use most of our coffee cups then we nt enough to stand by for high tea....somemore i wearing high heel cord shoes... my legs were very pain when i finished work....
i think the most relax job i m working is the job at the IT center.. haha...the kids there some r really very addited to the games.. can play n play non stop..but need to give money loh..hehe..
To deb:
ger.. ur advice really help mi alot.. i feeling much better now.... never thought the feeling is nt gd when i cant meet him so often but wat to do... since i hav chosen him to be my bf ..i muz accept his everything.. his work esp... somemore he will be in this jod for 7yrs more...
i will be the ger behind him n support him in wat ever things that he does... i will hav more trust on him n our relationship...
To S:
ger.. so sian.. we this week no activity... all plan liao but need to cancel last min.. coz of work n weather.. so sian at hm...n no money to go out also..
i miss him alot.. but no choice.. now.. i always tell myself to believe in his words that he is really working n busy.. i told myself that i should be the ger behind him...but at some moment i really dun noe wat to do... confused whether should i believe him or nt.. where gt busy till no day no night one.. he keep saying he miss mi.. but if he really miss mi ..he should find some time for mi mah.. jus now he jus msg mi saying that he will be working till monday morning .. n staying at his work place there.. so thats mean we cant meet this weekend agian..
NO MOOD to write liao...

my idol... ver pretty right 

i m now at my new job work place...its near my house... its a IT centre.. i jus need to work 2 or 3times per week n 4hrs per day.. the things tat i need to do there is to collect money when ppl comes in to play the com.... n help ppl to regerister course n memberships.. short of admin work.. quite relax.. today actually i n sharon n deb intend to go east cost to play roller blate but in the end never go coz cant finish our fyp proposal in time.. but we went to meet deb at parkway to eat our late lunch....actually we thought we will finish our proposal by 12smtg but we forgot to ask vern to save the thing tat we had done n save on her com tat day then we need to ask her go hm n send us thru email the doc..thats y we drag till 2smtg then finish everything..so sian n tired... nthing much to write liao.. hehe..

on last sat .. actually i n my dear suspose to meet.. but he last min called mi saying tat his supervisior called to ask him go back office a while...so his a while is really ver ver long lor...i was alone all day.. until i meet deb after her ballet... finally gt someone to tok to .. we share our personal prob....we both feel better after taking to each other...thanks..ger...
sunday i m ver happy.. coz i finally get ok with her liao....we even make cookies at nighht...nt bad..
today went to vern house with sharon to try out the ice cream with all the herbs..some really taste wired.. bitter.. but the longan mix with van nt is ver nice...
we did 3/4of the poposal... going to continue on wed morning...if finish fast ...we can blading..hehe..

today gt abit of headache.. but cant sleep leh..funnny...
went out for dinner with ketut, fedah, dudi, mike, charmine, wei kiong, adrain n azman at coffee club at habour front.. wah.. mike, azman n kiong were so smart yesterday..we eat alot.. the bill was like...WAH.. 200 plus.. then after discount n the vouchers tat alex gave us. we each pay abt 20 dollars...then i meet my dear after tat...we went to PS there to sit down n talk... all my angryness on him disappear when i c him..he explained ot mi abt his work n everything....i think i really try to understand his work n stress....
we took 65 back hm after that..
today in the morning went to vern house with sharon... she gt 3 house..we taste 8 herbs with the ice cream today.. coz gt 2 more cant find...some really taste wired.. esp the jun hua.. so so bitter... most of the herbs works ok on van ice crem...then we left at abt 11 plus coz i need to rush to work...so sian.. even no time for lunch..
i came back hm straight after work today... tired... n headache...
those who noe abt i n joe.. will be thinking why i so fast with another guy liao...this kind of thing really hard ot explain..its really the feeling that counts.. actually i quite long ago already dui joe disappointed liao...nt that i use my dear to forget joe.. they r totally differnet types of guys.. i m happy with my dear now... i only treat joe as friends now....only my close friends understand hoe i feel...

today went to work at coffee club.. quite boring coz not many guest ..very quiet....we were there planning where to eat for ketut's farewell dinner...at first we r saying the coffee club at harbour front but then so sian .. coz we r eating the same food tat we eat everyday again...then adrain sugest a buffet at marina sq.. but ver ex.. 30 smtg...
at first i thought of mtg him after work but june aunty called mi n asked mi to go down to teh IT centre there to look for her n tell mi more abt the job there n asked mi whether i wan to work part time there or nt...its every tue wed n fri 6-10pm.. its near my house,... can save up the transport fare.. n its ver relax working there.. can even surf net there,... printing.. photocopy also can...i confirm working.. starting next week...
my mother 's mood today is better ... atleast she gt cook dinner for the family n talk to my brother...

few days did not come online liao.. fri went to meet my fyp supervisior.. MR dawis... the title was interesting...we need to try out 7 flavours of ice cream...hehe.. but the thing is we need to start during holiday..coz making a ice cream will need half a day liao then we still need to wait for it to harden.... thats y its better for us to start the proj during holiday time...after the mtg ....i n sharon went to orchard n walk around but after a while had no mood to walk liao coz nothing to buy. .then we went to meet glenna, ting, eugene n lek at orchard mrt control... the guys r late... let 4gers waiting for them...then we went to boat caky after dinner... we drink voka with orange juice.. never tried before ..hehe...when we finish our glass... the ppl there will keep pouring for us.. played pool with zhi hao..long time never played liao...hehe... i was going to drunk liao tat night....so went back myself at at 12plus.. coz they nt going yet n i cant tong already.. feeling ver dizzy....
then i stayed at home the whole day on sat.. so sian... boring.. my mother's mood become worse.. she did nt talk to us at all... she will go out at around 3smtg then come back around 8plus.. so wired... she normally will nt do these one.. my father said these fews days she always like this dun noe wat happen....
went out with ting, glenna, lek, n zhi hao yesterday also... we went to ktv... hehe.. long time never go liao.. since tat time we went with arron n dustin....but dun noe y dun hav the mood to sing yesterday leh...thought i could meet him after his work yesterday coz he told me he might finish work at abt 8pm.. but no loh.. he finish at abt 9smtg... but at last i gave him a surprise by mtg him at his house area there... he was touched.. but i could see tat he cough was ver bad.. n gt fever.. dear.. i so heart pain when i c u so sick...we talk a while then he gave mi money for mi to take cab home.. coz he scared i nt enough... but lucky only$10.. nt yet midnight charge..