going to malaysia tomorrow..so excited...n happy...
ntg much to write today....
gers..take care k...
To S:
i m confuse now liao..dun noe whether shld give up or give in to him...
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7:43 PM
one week never update my blog liao...last weekend went for le fong hui camp...it was a fun n different camp this yr....we really made a gd team...kai xin ,kaili, henry, jean, yong you , nicolas n mi....happy that we made a gd team up...even though we had some quarrel n misunderstanding during the camp but all hav been solved now...the uncles was happy with our performance n said that we can really take over from them liao....ver happy to hear tat....the children also had a fun time...hope they learned smtg from it...i even lost my voice on sat night....now till abit sore throat....in this camp we even cooked for them one of teh meal..which is the fri dinner....we cooked spagetti..the sauce was nt enough n the noodles was too much..haha...first time...
i was sick after the camp...coughing now n sore throat,......hope it will well before i go malaysia...
went to taste our honeydew n coconut ice cream today...its was nice but the colour was nt right...it shld be light green but we use orange yellow .....then at first we intend to meet dawis abt our vanilla flavour but as we tasted it again ..we found that its still nt gd enough..so we tried a new batch again today...so tomorrow we going to do the processing...hope our ice cream will be sucessful n nice...
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12:14 PM
today is a long day for mi...work in the morning till 5pm at eqx n had to rush here(IT center) to work...today was doing back of the house for the whole day...
yesterday night after work.. at hm..dun noe y ..my back was ver pain.. i thought today will be alright liao..but today more worse....when i bend down to carry racks .. its so pain...
today my dear finally msg mi liao..coz i really ver pain this morning...my mother also nt at hm...so the first person i think of is him...so i msg him.. n he reply...
dear .. u still concern abt mi one right.. or else u will nt reply mi or call mi mah..but so sad when u call i m at work..cant ans ur call...sorry...
i really hope that we will he hao ru chu...i noe god will leave the best guy for mi...
this weekend will be our le fong hui camp....so excited...coz this yr..we planned alot of new games..more interesting games...hope thsi yr will be a different one...n the kids will enjoy it n learn smtg from the camp...
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7:39 PM
today when went to sch again.. to make 2 more batches of ice cream....at first when we reach sch..the lab was lock n all the lecturers were nt in..then we gt no choice but to go home loh.. then while waiting for bus..zhong xian called mi n said that the lab is open liao..a TSO help them open....then we went back ..we manage to do two batch of the vanilla ice cream...so happy that the flavour n the overall texture n body is getting better n better....thats a gd sign,,we use the commerical market vanilla essense this time,...its much better than the one that we gt from teh flavour house...
i have been nt in gd mood these few days... mainly coz of my relationship prob ba....i really scare i cant take it anymore...i m scare that the jie guo is a break up...i really dun wan this to happen....i decided to nt to msg or call these few days n let his settle his surf first... i can only wait till he call mi..n explain everything..i really hope that everything can be solve.....
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7:07 PM
hmm...start form yesterday..
on tue night...i couldn't sleep at all..i called n sms my dear for the whole day but he no reply or even ans my call....but i managed to get him at abt 11plus at night..then he was at hm...the first thing he asked mi is did i called his house...he sounds nt happy tat i called his house..tehn he said he will use his house phone to call mi .. but he did nt ..i wait till 1 stmg...i cried the whole night..nt coz of he nt calling mi back.. but coz of the way he treat mi these few days..
its totaly unfair to mi.. i dun even noe wats the prob occuring between us... he really change...this is nt the way that he treats mi last time..when we first started.....we only together one mth only.. n this thing is happening to us..y y..i really dun wan to lose him ... we really need to meet up n talk out the prob n nt avioding each other...no point..we both will hurt more...
i really down on wed..wake up around 6smtg...called him ...but no ans again....
i really dun noe wat to say abt this reationship liao..there is ntg i can do..i can jus give him some time to xiang tong n settle his things loh...
To S:
i really muz thank u for being by my side on wed....u noe wat i mean..if nt of u.. u really dun noe wat to do....sorry if i spoit ur shopping mood that day..
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12:27 AM
kk n zhi li with the 4gers..
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9:02 AM
the 4sisters at marina bay..
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9:00 AM
my brotehr with the 4 sisters
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8:59 AM
today cant wake up in time.. keep lying on the bed.. dun feel like waking up.. too tired n sleepy....went to sch to make ice cream again... at first we thought we could still use the mix that we do last thurs n give it a try n c wat is the result after processing.. but mdm lau said its already spoiled after aging for 4days.. so no pt processing it.. so we threw away the mix n redo everything... we did 2 basic formulations with 2diff. types of vanilla flavours that we took from sharon's attachment comoany.. n we manage to meet mr.dawis today.. n we gt to noe that we could age the mix at 1.5 hrs...its alright for triad making... so we manage to do the processing for one mix today.. n its ver successful... as we could c the texture of the ice cream is gd n taste jus right... nt too sweet ... gt vanilla taste.....at first we thought there is enough time to process two mix.. but coz teh washing n taking out of the ice cream take quite lot of time so we only could process one mix today... while we went out for lunch...a ger approch us n introduce us to a facial package n its jus $21 plus GST.. it include of a facial was n a eye treatment.... but need to book appointment in advance.. so we tried to call n c whether we r able to book today after our lab..abt 5pm.. so we went there after our lab... wah.. the treatment was gd.. it really help mi to wash off the dirts n black heads... hope tat my eye cycle will be abit better after this.. then after that they intro alot of package to us n wan us to sign up n even said its cheaper n gt discount for us to sign up now.. but we where gt so much money in hand now to sign up....we only work part time leh... we end the thing abt 8plus.. wah.. it last abt more than 2hours...
tomorrow going to sch again to process the other batch of mix.. hope tomorrow can finish fast n gt time to watch the princess dairy 2...
i noe i should nt put all my heart into a relationship now.. as now i should be concentrating on my major proj.. but dun noe why i m weak n soft when come to relationship...i noe u all shi wei wo hao.. dun wish to c mi gt hurt by guys.. but sometime i really cant control myself... love is blind... i really hope to get into a serious n stable relationship.. but i dun noe y now i want to commit to a relationahip but this is wat i gt in return ... i really cant possible keep waiting like this... i nm really scared.... scared that he is cheating mi..or he noe a better ger... dun noe y .. i gt lots of fear.. coz i really scare of losing him... i really dun wan to.. i felt that he change ... esp the way he treats mi..last time no matter wat he will still at least sms mi n show concern for mi n ask mi to take care n remember to eat.... the sweet moments that we had been through keep flashing in my mind.. i really miss those days... but now.. he hardly sms mi.. n call mi.. even he call n we talk but nt a while later .. he will either going for work or too tired to talk liao... he is always keeping the problems to himself .. n dun tell mi unless i ask him alot of times... i always feel down n sad whenever i m alone ... y i cant jus be as xin fu as glenna, vernessa n kai xin.. their bf treats them so so gd.. no matter how busy they r .. they will find time to meet each other.....i m so envy of them............
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10:50 PM
haha..finally can update my blog now... few days never up date liao..
today went with my family to goldenmile to buy the bus tickets to malaysia ... hehe..this time abit diff coz kai xin (my bro gf) also going with us.. wonder wat my relatives will ask n say... n will she able to eat the food there or nt .. n scare that she will feel bored within one or two days coz nt much places to bring her go... hope this trip will be a fun one...
went to jenny birthday party last night...felt so wired when i saw johnson.. dun noe wat to say n talk.. so pai sei... we did nt talk much also..maybe we really cant be as last time liao... abit ke xi...
but last night.. i gt to talk to alot of ppl... esp the ycs friends that i hav nt meet for mths mths,... i gt to noe that the yr end camp is on 26-30nov... dun noe can go or nt.. coz i going malaysia on 27th ma.... c how.. maybe go the first day loh... sometimes i really miss ycs..
smtg happen to ur ice cream process on last thurs.. we did the mixing in the morning..then we went out for lunch break for 4hrs coz it need at least 4hrs to age.. but when we came back the lab was locked.... then we went to for lecturers to open for us but they say only our supervisior can open for us ... then mr. dawis on leave .. dun noe till when .....so at last we gt no choice but to go hm loh... so sian n dissappointed.. then i called mr tan on fri early morning to check.. but he told mi that mr dawis will only be back on mon ... so no choice loh.. we can only go back on tue . n dun noe the mix still can use of nt...i scared we cant finish doing out the best formulation by three weeks.. coz we only can do 2times per week.. coz still gt 3more gps need ot use the machines...
.......hmm ..till now i still nt yet meet my dear....i really miss him alot.. dun noe when then can meet him.. or even hav a gd talk with him.. he is so busy with work recently.. but no choice ... there is ntg i can do.. i can jus put all my trust in him...
ok lah.. i will end here....
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10:28 PM
dun noe why today gt abit of headache.. sian.. but still need to work....today went to sch to do teh sensory evaluation of green tea ice cream... then went to TM for lunch with vern n sharon.. we went to eat shu shi... yumm.. we order 2sets of rice n fish... n beans...salmons.... n finally green tea ice cream n red beans..
this week really busy with school n doing our ice cream.. hehe... going to start making ice cream tomorrow liao...
went with sharon n vern to their attachment company to get from them some flavourings.. teh ppl there r so nice n gave us the best flavours that they have there n even told us the actual ice cream processing steps.. which are different from wat dawis told us....the company is super far away.... then i n sharon went to PS for lunch n vern went for her casting.. we eat pizza hut... gt dicount for student..hehe... nt bad .. ver full n each person only 5 smtg.. worth it..
last night.. i talked to my mother abt religion thing.. finally i found out that... she dun mind that next time i marry to a non catholic guy...she said its common now that a married couple is nt both teh sam ereligion... n some of her brotehr n sister also like this..
she said most impt is that teh guy is hardworking n gt a future n can support a family well... then i gt hind her tat i recently get to know a guy who is working at air force n is a gd guy... n is the only son at hm... so she said that the guy n i jus need to go for some b4 marriage class n nt really to convert n next time he want to convert then convert if nt nvm... let nature be... i was so happy to hear tat... coz thats means she will accept my dear....
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9:16 PM
