these few days weren't good for mi...moody...pissed off with one of the staff...he shows no respect for mi loh..he really spoilt my mood for the day loh..nt yet 10pm..he dare to switch off some of the light liao..i did nt ask him to do so n i also dun even dare to switch off the lights so early loh..there r still customers around leh...
i jus feel that i m nt in good mood these few days..dun know y..sian.....
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1:32 AM
yesterady went for my e-trail test, final theory test and my 3rd driving lesson..everytime i went for the e-trail tests ..i did nt passed any of the test...but to my surprise..i passed my actual test...i m so happy loh..i never feel so nervous for long time liao...maybe cz long time never go for test liao...but then my driving lesson was nt good...i dun like this instructor...i dun like the way he teach..the previous one better...he spoilt my mood for driving yesterday...
oh no..cannot write liao..need to prepare to go work liao...continue next time..
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1:31 AM
having my final theory test today..oh no..so stress now..hope can pass..smtgs really hard to remember..but get to understand better after taking few driving lessons..but mi now still learning the bending part..today having my 3rd lesson...on the 2rd lsson..the instructor said i like to drive fast..he even said i nt driving sport car leh..haha..
i will get nervous easily..esp when i need to stop in a short distance..and also during turning..cz i will keep worringing whether did i get into other ppl's lane or nt..
everyday is jus work n work for mi..after work either go driving or go hm loh..nothing much...these few days the sales also ver bad./...maybe ppl no money liao.esp near pay day..spend most of their money laio..haha..so whichs mean after pay day...the busy crowd will come back liaO..
oh ya...a new supervisor had came to join our outlet liao...she is from KL..hmm..alot of ppl said she look like pc..hehe..but i dun really think so...she quite easy to work with...can get along with...she also hav soem exprience in F&B de..she worked at a resturant at KL before...n grad from a collage at KL...wah...
i m intending to futher study,,....but dun know wat,...there r few course that i m considering now..nursing/ business,/shatec....still finding more abt them first...
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12:52 AM
long time never update my blog liao..
hmm..
last fri..went out with glenna,deb, ting n jimmy to celebrate glenna birthday...we went to lao ba sha to hav our dinner..wah..we order quite alot..string ray, soup, satays...
teh string ray was nice loh.,.hehe..i gt a sudden crave for spicy food that night..hehe..then i ordered the string ray..heehe...
after eating..deb left for her cell group mtg ..then i , ting, jimmy n glenna..walked to esplande there..n we sit down n chatted..we talked abt alot of things...we talked till around 10pm..then i n ting shared cab hm..heeh..feel so nice talking to ting that night..the most happiest thing for that night is that there is no more wired air between i n deb liao..we could talk happily to each other liao..thanks ger..
then on sun ...i went jb with my mum, brother n his gf..we went shopping ..eat seafood..n visit my cousin...i did nt buy any clothes or bag..so sad..cz the things there r more expensive than singapore..omg...
then yesterday went to alex's house for his house warming...wah..its ver far..n diffcuilt to get there..i reach there around 9plus with rachel n gerald,..then after a whike iskah n rozy n indera came..jason , darren n balan also went..wah..its jus like a coffee club gathering,...siglap n harbour front..haha..we eat, chat n watch tv,n even drink beer n wine..hehe..i drink quite alot last night..actually i wanted to go off early de cz i working morning today..but in the end went off with pc at 12plus..then today wake up at 5am..wah..i cant believe i can do it..haha...
I went off @
11:47 AM
off today..but dun know where to go..jus finished doing housework cz my paremts went to malaysia for few days..then muz do housework myself/....yesterday my brother at hm the whole day alos never do anything, the house to messy...hiaz...
yesterday i was ver tired loh..cz worked split shift yesterday..tired..
this coming week ,,everyday work morning shift except monday working 11-7pm..then sunday off again..hehe..
there will be a new supervisor coming in on the 13/9..dun know how she work...hope she is those type who is easy to work with de..hehe..gers power now..haha..
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3:39 AM
finally my blog is ok now..last few days was down cz i tried to download a new blogskins..but maybe that skin gt prob..thats y my blog also gt prob ba..
abt one week never upload my blog liao..
many things happened these week..
but i think i better nt said it again..cz everything r now the past liao..really the past ..forever in the past..
i know u all may think i m jus saying only..n in the end i will make the same mistake again n go back to him...
but i jus wanna let all my friends esp my close friends..sharon, deb, glenna n ting.....
i wanna let u all know that i m ver clear n determind of my decision now..ver ..this time really made up my mind n xiang tong le..
i decided to let him be my past from now onwards...since he can treat mi so badly..ok loh..i will not care abt him anymore...wasted my time n my feelings...i hav been hurted by him many many times liao..i really scared n tired of it now..nt point wasting my time on this kind of guy..he is jus a bastard..i hate him now..
he really ren xin to give mi up like that..ok loh..i will make him regret for letting mi go..i will make sure that i will live a better life without him..
gers,....i really really will do it this time..i really hope that u all will give mi one last chance..
last wed..we just had a farewell party at hfcc..nearly everyone drink..we bought leo beer...wah..its ver strong..stronger than tiger loh...i drink abt 3-5cans...then i start to feel dizzy liao..so i tell myself i cant liao..if i stay longer ..i may nt know wat i m doing liao...so i went off around 12.30am...
but poor pc ned to clear up the mess when she reached the next day morning....azman was drunk .ver drunk..he dun even remember who he kissed on that night..omg...azman..i cant believed he can be drunk until this extend..ya i mean its fun ..to chilled around..drink..but everyone should hav their own limits loh...hiaz...actually i wanted to drink somemore but i keep telling myself..i cant do that..i may do something wrong in the end..
ok..from now onwards i will live a better life.a more meaningful life..
sorry gers..i made u all worried abt mi so much..
but i m jus ver soft n weak when handling relationship esp to someone i really love..
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2:12 PM
